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rock bottom... [Monday December 19th, 2005 @ 10:23am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Avrigus-Till Death do us Unite ] my "family" my friends I've had for 3 years all just wrote me off last night like it was nothing....like they dont give a shit about my friendship or not. They believed lies about me, of course they would right, everyone loves that little fucking bitch Lauren...even my brother has left me...he was like my fucking family, I loved him and he just let his girlfriend control his decisions about me. Im insulted that no one had my back in the whole ordeal after 3 years you would think people would know better than that....I never thought it would hurt so much, but they were my whole world, I didnt have anyone else, I've screwed myself so many times making decisions that meant I would be around them more...they have no idea, and Im the fucking inconvience to them...they even pretented to want me around untill Lauren came home...its sad how people have to ruin other people's lives just cause they are butt hurt...its fine though they will get thiers. I will make sure of it. They have no idea who they are fucking with. Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Thursday October 6th, 2005 @ 9:15pm] [ mood | worried ] So yeah Im so screwed now...I smoked cause it was just begging me too, thats really bad... Hopefully tons of detox tea and Niacin work...or Im screwed ahaha...Im going to try popcin's suggestion and like say I take Advil for back pain o.o aha. 2 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Tuesday October 4th, 2005 @ 10:57pm] Your Deadly Sins Wrath: 60% Envy: 40% Greed: 40% Sloth: 40% Gluttony: 20% Pride: 20% Lust: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 31% You will die, after conquering the world as an evil dictator. How Sinful Are You? Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Tuesday October 4th, 2005 @ 10:44pm] Stoner Bear Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by Quizilla 6 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Saturday October 1st, 2005 @ 12:56pm] [ mood | entertained ] [ music | Otep-The Lord is my weapon ] http://www2.b3ta.com/beer/ sdkfljsdf hehe go watch it! Im gonna sing that song all the time now... 2 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

I feel like I am in highschool again taking all these stupid tests... [Saturday October 1st, 2005 @ 10:38am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | AHC-Ridicule ] Take the quiz: "Are you a badass stoner?(kool pics)" Hell Yea...4:20 all the way!!!!!!!!!!! You are a badass stoner and always will be...keep toking man and remember puff puff pass...always choose green,and be nice to ur neigbor b/c u never kno whos gonna supply.4:20 Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Friday September 30th, 2005 @ 3:06pm] [ mood | wish I was as hot as Otep ] [ music | Otep-Hooks and Splinters ] My gods Otep is so sexy o.o One woman should not be allowed to be so sexy... She screams better than a man and she uh is so gorgeous... I would so be a lesbian for her o.o Cmnt + Mem + Edt

Im so bored :P [Friday September 30th, 2005 @ 2:38pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | AHC-Fiend ] <td align="center">You most resemble Courtney Love You love to go out and have a good time. You are more concerned with your own pleasure than that of others. Some may call you self-centered, but hey, you only live once right? Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td> xxx <td align="center">You are 66% Psychic You are psychic. You are above average when it comes to perceiving the future. You are very observant and clever, with a good amount of common sense. It is very easy for you to predict things and be correct. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td> xxx <td align="center">You hate know-it-alls! Know-it-alls are your number one pet peeve. They always know everything, and always take pleasure in making you feel stupid. And they always, always make a point of saying something when you screw up something. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td> xxx yeah but Vince is a know-it-all I suppose and I love him...a lot..he's a different kind of know it all though I guess... xxx <td align="center">You will be a Notorious Criminal Your fame will be gained through your unlawful deeds. You are very smart and will probably get away with it for a long time – if not forever. You are not evil, necessarily, but when you don’t agree with a law, you just ignore it. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td> Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Friday September 30th, 2005 @ 2:30pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | AHC-Fiend ] WOOHOO I GOT AN INTERVIEW IM GONNA GET A JOB -DANCES FOR JOY- I CAN MOVE OUT SOON I AM SO HAPPY!!! Now all I have to do it get some niacin ahah so I can pass a drug test :P Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Friday September 30th, 2005 @ 12:10pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | AHC-Loyalty ] <td align="center">You are 100% stoner You are the super uber stoner of doom. No one is as stoned as you are. And hey you dont like double stuffed oreos, thats ok not all stoners just like to eat food all the time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com</td> xxx AHAHAAH take that you stupid quiz, I win. Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Thursday September 29th, 2005 @ 7:19pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | AHC-Fiend ] Yay I made a patch for my brothers' band she has a really big ass ahahahaha Cmnt + Mem + Edt

bored [Wednesday September 28th, 2005 @ 5:57pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | AHC-Dirty ] <td align="center">You are 80% stoner You are a huge stoner. You are probably stoned right now. You like the constant escapism and brownies… yeah definitely brownies. Your motto “Whatever gets you through your life, it’s alright” Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com</td> xxx bored ahaha 12 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Wednesday September 28th, 2005 @ 5:22pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | AHC-Ridicule ] I am so bored x.x I did a dot drawing for gods sake, even though it turned out fucking awesome but jesus I did a dot drawing that took me 3 days o.o how fucking bored do I have to be ahahahaha I really wish I had some bud, I have moolah but no bud, makes me sad, it's not right. bored. bored. bored. I wish someone would come and hang out with me, but Aurora is pretty far away :P so it sucks I cant wait till Saturday, I can go see people again...my only day to see people T_T well Saturday and Sunday, the best days of the week mhmm... I wish I could go see them more often, but how the fuck am I supposed to get out there, I really need a job, which reminds me I need to call 7-11 aha, hopefully I will get a job soon, Im tired of not having money :P. 4 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Tuesday September 27th, 2005 @ 11:42am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | silence ] lol, meh a "hott iltalian" like yourself wouldnt be messin around with me ahaha yeah I would! ur hot meh doesnt matter when your a fatty ahahaha lol... so ur answer is no lol your sweet, but i dont fuck on the first chat ahahaha lol...have u or would u ever fuck for money? rofl not on the first chat aha xxx some retard boob just asked if he could pay me for sex o.o ahahahaah i dunno if I should be insulted or not, do I look like a hooker??? 2 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

Tests cause Im bored [Friday September 23rd, 2005 @ 9:00pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Tenacious D-Explosivo ] Take the quiz: "How emo are you?" Holy Shit Your Emo Holy shit you actually are emo! Congratulations on not being a poser. xxx How fucking sad is that...I really didnt want to be emo x.x Take the quiz: "What High School Stereotype Are You?" Stoner Typical stoner. You love the reefer, and never really remember anything else. in fact you're porbably not even paying attention to this you idiot. xxx Awww fuck you my friend for calling me an idiot, your the idiot for not being a stoner :P Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Friday September 23rd, 2005 @ 8:01pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Tenacious D-Wonder Boy ] So yeah Im home all alone T_T I was going to watch some movies but I really didnt want to watch them alone...I wanted Mandi and Frosty to come over so I could get some weed rolfmfao. I want to get high so bad right now, if I were high I dont think I would be so sad that no one will come hang out with me T_T Why do I have to drive all the way down there all the time to go see people, how come no one can ever come to see me, stupid fuckers. Mandi and Jessa hang out all the time now, Mandi cant juggle two friends at the same time, what kind of stupid bullshit is that...I invited Jessa to come over and watch movies too, meh Mandi hasn't even called me today either, talked to her yesterday she said she would see whats goin on and call me today, it's 8:00 at night still no call, I even called her twice...I wish I had a best friend to hang out with all the time, Im tired of being alone. Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Friday September 23rd, 2005 @ 1:40pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Tenacious D-Wonderby ] High above the mucky-muck, castle made of clouds, There sits Wonderboy, sitting oh so proudly. Not much to say when you're high above the mucky-muck. Yeah, yeah. Wonderboy, what is the secret of your power? Wonderboy, won't you take me far away from the mucky-muck man? Now it's time for me to tell you about Young Nastyman, archrival and nemesis of Wonderboy, with powers comparable to Wonderboy. What powers you ask? I dunno how 'bout the power of flight? That do anything for ya? That's levitation, holmes. How 'bout the power to kill a yak from 200 yards away... with mind bullets! That's telekinesis, Kyle. How 'bout the power to move you? History of Wonderboy and Young Nastyman, Riggah-goo-goo, riggah-goo-goo. A secret to be told, a gold chest to be bold, And blasting forth with three-part harmony, yeow! Wonderboy, what is the secret of your power? Wonderboy, won't you take me far away from the mucky-muck man? Well, Wonderboy and Young Nastyman joined forces; they formed a band the likes of which have never been seen, and they called themselves Tenacious D. That's right, [sung] Me! And KG! That's me. We're now Tenacious D! Come fly with me, fly! Wonderboy, what is the secret of your power? Wonderboy, won't you take me far away from the mucky-muck man, Oh! Take my hand! Young Nastyman, and we'll fly! Bring out your broadsword. There's the hydra. Slice his throat! And grab his scroat. You take the high road, I'll take the low. There, the crevasse, Fill it with your mighty juice. xxx WITH MIND BULLETS!!!! Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Thursday September 22nd, 2005 @ 8:48pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | AHC-Seamless ] You scored as Armand. Your the mysterious type only those close to you know the truth about who you really are </td> Armand 83% Marius 67% Akasha 67% Deacon Frost 50% Lestat 33% Angel 33% Blade 33% Spike 25% Dracula 25% Louis 0% Whose your Vampire personality? (images) created with QuizFarm.com wooohoo oh yeah im a vampire x.x 1 + Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Thursday September 22nd, 2005 @ 8:30pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | AHC-Dirty ] ok yeah so i hate my ex right...is it bad that i use him for money? like hes bringing me 40 bucks tomorrow cause I want to buy my mom a birthday present and i want weed...and the funny thing is im just going to do my moms photo albums for her bithday and keep the other 20...I think I should feel bad...but I really dont...so I guess I will ask if thats bad roflmfao... Cmnt + Mem + Edt

[Thursday September 22nd, 2005 @ 8:27pm] [ mood | entertained ] muhahaha look barbie killed your bunny muhahahaha Cmnt + Mem + Edt

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